not again
turned
inside out by what
went down
that day
that way
leaving what
I thought I had
behind
getting
what I never wanted
and again
it doesn't seem real
and again
it feels sharp
jagged
so here we are
too close
to where it began
and I feel my nails
dig in
to tender flesh
don't make me
don't break me
fury is a storm
that moves in quckly
explodes
then eases out
no time
to find cover
no time
to brace
for change
it's too easy
to come undone.