September 16, 2006

unloving

every day i
i   and and and
i more and more

i - practice losing
until i have it right,
you are dying in my ear,
dying behind my eyelids
where you still have skin
i can touch,
can't see you
to be with you
would be holding on
not letting ,
i have to
i and and and
hypnotize me
it feels just like love
who would know
oh. your.
i can't bear your .
please don't you
me,
rake me raw
jesus if i could give you
hiding
safe harbor
i forgive you
i would
walk the sunset back to morning
for a fix, to
i can't .


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